Im still Here

I never realized how unfair it is for me not to post in so long until I read your comments and emails inquiring about me. I am so sorry, I truly am. I know I am an addict and to not hear from me in so long makes people wonder and worry. I am doing GREAT!!! I am happy, healthy, and CLEAN!
Our computer has died a violent death and the last few times I have sat down to post I have not been able to. We are in the process of getting a new one. It may be another month, but I promise once we get that set up I will do more posts. I just dont feel right about posting too much at work, and I dont want to post at my in laws on this blog.
My hubby and I purchased a beautiful new home and I still catch myself thinking I am living a dream. Jami the addict NEVER would have been able to achieve this, never. I am working and just enjoying life. I still have using dreams, quite a bit actually. I still have anxiety sometimes when I wake up and I still have thoughts of "needing to take a pill". But, I know I dont have to have it. I know I can live my life, one day at a time, without that.
So, again, I apologize. I am so grateful for all of you who continue to support me. Every time I see a comment from someone, or see people actually reading the blog it helps me in ways I can never express. So, thank you! I promise once I get my computer fixed I will post more. Until then, I will try to fit in a little bit from work, shh!!
Love,
Jami